I Commemorate My Grandpa's Death

My "Papa Pesyong" is my grandfather on the side of my mother was the one who raised me while I was young. I was at him together with my step grandmother with her grandson I called "Manoy Sonny" who was in Cebu City now together with his family of five. He was so good to me and defended me everytime. I watched my actions and perhaps that's what he seen on me so he defended me. I was good you know.. :-).. kidding aside but am serious.. Until it was 2003 December 30 (Philippines National Hero--Dr. Jose Rizal's death date anniversary too), I got a call that he was conscious and hours later was in God's hand in other part of life. I cried and cried, that's also the time that I don't have money yet due to bad circumstances of the bad people which I don't want to tell here or else I would be told was writing "hateful words". Anyhow, I got paid one day after and was there. I got depressed that time because he's the reason why I went far to continue my education. I haven't even told him how I love him dearly, he's the most important person in my life before my husband came. :-) Well, I owe him a lot. And so everytime his death anniversary, I offer a prayer and set aside some money(even just a little) in commemoration of him. To my lolo I hope you're reading this from up above. You are very nice person and I love you dearly. One thing I would like to impart to you folks (unsolicited advise) that tell and show to the person how you love him/her/they while he/she/them can still hear and see you here in this life we have.

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