The feeling of being homesick, is not really easy. Though, I can say I already have a new home which is where my own little family live (I and my husband together with our one and only daughter), I can tell and prove that I am still being homesick where my extended family lives and where I born, in the Philippines. I experience such when I went to other place to study way years back and now to be with the love of my life, as I said with my own little family, though. Imagine the distance between us, it’s far from my imagination but then that is life.
You don’t know where you go and where you are bound to one. Reminiscing such, the feeling of getting excited because I will leave in other place, new friends and new environment, I expect it is more adventurous living in the other country of course , I expect more fun unlike province and more knowledge. Time comes it happened, it was not what I expected, why I cry! Why I miss my family and friends, why is the environment like this, I can’t sleep early because the people don’t sleep that too early like in the province, the people have its different culture with ours. I don’t know what I felt that time, it’s a mixed emotion. But time goes on and on, and now on the other hand, I am totally "in" where I live together with my husband and daughter. Amazing how did I survived for those lonely nights and days I had. Adjustment of the environment I’m living makes me comfortable and I overcame in time, though there are still times in this place that I missed being there in my birth country because of living difference, though.
It's a great place, still despite of (I believe we can't have everything, the most important is we have what we need)! ~hugs&kisses~
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